You know, that's the worst emotion that you feel. Whether its when you lose, or when you don't even come close to finishing, or when somebody close lets you down or basically when you don't get something that you expected.
For a life of 22 years, there are have been a quiet a few of them and at the same time good times too of course. But for our human natures allow us only to remember more vividly the disappointments. For whatever reasons...
For me the biggest disappointment is when somebody close or near does something that you didn't expect them to do or act likewise. There have been so many instances of that, when I've seen acts which I couldn't comprehend for the love of god. These aren't big things, but a cluster of small things causes you to have a bad taste in your mouth. When you at the very same situation there were in would've acted so very differently, it makes you sometimes wonder, whether at the end of the day if you're alone in this world or at least ...in the world that you think out to be. When people bicker or say petty things about money or about a small thing such a going an extra mile to drop you friend or about something else. It hurts and its sucks. Is this because I'm not able to see that I do the same thing I don't know. For I know that I wouldn't even think of the not dropping my friend just because I need to go an extra mile or some other bullshit like that..
Things like that stand out... And they stand out badly... When people doubt your judgment, when the very people that you call friends turn against you, when the people you're willing to do a lot for, start bickering and doubting you...Those emotions you never forget, at least I don't...And I don't why, but maybe its because, its from the people that you least expect to act like that and in the end they did...Oh well...
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All of us are excellent critics when it comes to judging others, whether its your neighbor, your friend or some stranger.
One has to take a minute & think that whether he or she is any different from the person who they are criticizing.
deep down we are all the same
all of us like to be loved
like to be noticed
like to be given respect
nobody is bad or good, its the way that you look at a person that differs.
Hitler might be a villain to millions but there must be thousands who knew him well for whom he was a hero...
its the way you look at a person is different
make sure we are not finding a fault in somebody which is also present in us
who knows, we must be looking at a mirror
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